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    October 24

    那天

    蓝又时 - 那天

    有时候 你在身边 有时候 你会不见
    那天 听你说爱我 好多遍
    那天 你在身边 而昨天 你又不见
    今天 你说讨厌我 流泪

    爱情是很多很多 都是一瞬间
    爱也是一个偶然 就这样不见
    爱其实就是很美的画面
    只是有时候你不在我身边

    宽阔的海边 有一片深邃的画面
    怎么你还是不出现 我还没改变
    一切一切都不在身边
    爱我的那天 是什么让你有感觉
    我们走过了昨天 走不过今天
    一直一直等待着明天
    你会出现

    爱情是很多很多 都是一瞬间
    爱也是一个偶然 就这样不见
    爱其实就是很美的画面
    只是有时候你不在我身边

    宽阔的海边 有一片深邃的画面
    怎么你还是不出现 我还没改变
    一切一切都不在身边
    爱我的那天 是什么让你有感觉
    我们走过了昨天 走不过今天
    一直一直等待着明天

    还是不出现 多想改变
    怎么你都不在身边
    爱我的那天 是什么让你有感觉
    我们走过了昨天 走不过今天
    一直等待着明天

    Fall

    I gave you all you desired
    All that you needed
    Boy, I provided
    I let you into my head
    Into my bed
    And that's a privilege
    I had your back at the answers
    You took the dollars
    I took the chances
    Defended, battled and fought
    Cuz I really thought you loved me
    I don't know where to start or where to stop
    No, but I know I am done
    I've had enough

    So fall out of my hands
    Out of my heart
    And when you hit the ground
    You'll be sorry that I'm not around
    I will watch you
    While you fall out of your mind
    Out of your fantasy
    When you hit the wall
    Think of me
    I'll be on the top just watching you fall

    You said that you were the strong one
    I was the girl
    And I was the young one
    I kept your feet on the ground
    My head in the rounds I had you
    You told me you were so grateful
    I was with you
    And I was so faithful
    Stood by in all that you said
    And all that you did
    I loved you
    I don't know how to act or what to say
    But I know I am good
    I'll be okay

    And you fall out of my hands
    Out of my heart
    And when you hit the ground
    You'll be sorry that I'm not around
    I will watch you
    While you fall out of your mind
    Out of your fantasy
    When you hit the wall
    Think of me
    I'll be on the top just watching you fall
    I'll be on the top just watching you fall
    Fall---Ina
    So fall out of my hands
    Out of my heart
    And when you hit the ground
    You'll be sorry that I'm not around
    I will watch you
    While you fall out of your mind
    Out of your fantasy
    When you hit the wall
    Think of me
    I'll be on the top just watching you fall
    I'll be on the top just watching you fall
    October 08

    I wanted you

    I wanted you --- Ina
     
    Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
    I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
    I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
    But I can't go on this way
    I've got to stop it babe
    You've been wonderful in all that you can be
    But it hurts when you say that you understand me
    So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

    I wanted you to be there when I fall
    I wanted you to see me through it all
    I wanted you to be the one I love
    I wanted you, I wanted you
    I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
    I wanted you to show me what I need
    I wanted you to know just how down deep
    I wanted you, I wanted you

    I've been pushing hard to open up the door
    Trying to take us back to where we were before
    But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
    Cause we can't be mended
    So let's stop pretending now
    We've been walking round in circles for some time
    And I think we should head for the finish line
    So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

    I wanted you to be there when I fall
    I wanted you to see me through it all
    I wanted you to be the one I love
    I wanted you, I wanted you
    I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
    I wanted you to show me what I need
    I wanted you to know just how down deep
    I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

    I, I I'm so sorry baby but
    I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
    I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
    And what I wanted to be
    I wanted you baby
    Oooooh Yeahh
    I wanted you
    I wanted, I wanted you

    I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
    I wanted you to see me through it all
    I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
    I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
    I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
    I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
    I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
    I wanted you, I wanted you
    I wanted you
    I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
    July 16

    My Sunshine

    My SunShine - ROCK'A'TRENCH
    作诗:オータケハヤト•山森大辅&jam
    作曲:オータケハヤト

    aitakute, aitakute, hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
    itsumademo, itsumademo, kimi wa kitto boku no HIKARI

    kimi no soba ni iru
    kaze no asa mo, koori souna tsukiyo mo
    sousa, bukiyou na boku ni dekiru koto

    mabataki surutabi, katachi kaeru kumo mitai na kimi dake
    zutto mitsumete ashita wo kakenuketainda

    aimai na kotoba wa, kokoro wo kumorasu dake
    massugu ni naite, waratte yo
    mamori tsudukeru kara

    aitakute, aitakute, hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
    itsumademo, itsumademo, kimi wa kitto boku no HIKARI
    aitakute, aitakute, mitsuketannda boku no taiyou
    mabushisugiru kimi no yokogao

    tsuyoku narenakute
    togaru kotoba, butsukeau toki mo aru
    iisa, futari ga shitai to omou no nara
    I say Hi! kimi wa Good-bye?
    hesomagari na kotoba mo, kimi to no HITOKAKERA nanda yo
    nakushitari wa shinai

    aitakute, aitakute, KOKORO kaze ni tokashi nagara
    itsudatte, itsudatte, kimi no soba ni boku wa iru
    aitakute, aitakute, furedashite shimau omoi
    abushisugiru kimi no yokogao

    aitakute, aitakute, hoshi no kazu no yoru wo koete
    itsudatte, itsudatte, kimi no soba ni boku wa iru
    itsuka kitto, itsuka kitto, onaji yume ni nemureru youni

    boku mo kimi no HIKARI ni naru

    ABC, mienai mirai mo
    Can't you see? erabitai yo
    kimi to nara ikeru dokomademo

    ABC, kimi e no omoi wo
    Can't you see? mamoritai yo
    mabushisugiru kimi no yokogao

    meguriaeta boku no taiyou


    日文歌词:
    My SunShine - ROCK'A'TRENCH

    作诗:オータケハヤト·山森大辅&jam 作曲:オータケハヤト

    会いたくて 会いたくて 星の数の夜を越えて
    いつまでも いつまでも 君はきっと仆のヒカリ

    君のそばにいる
    风の朝も 冻りそうな月夜も
    そうさ 不器用な仆に出来る事

    瞬きするたび 形変える云みたいな君だけ
    ずっと 见つめて明日を駆け抜けたいんだ

    暧昧な言叶は 心を昙らすだけ
    まっすぐに泣いて、笑ってよ
    守り続けるから

    会いたくて 会いたくて 星の数の夜を越えて
    いつまでも いつまでも 君はきっと仆のヒカリ
    会いたくて 会いたくて 见つけたんだ仆の太阳
    まぶしすぎる君の横颜

    强くなれなくて
    尖る言叶 ぶつけあう时もある
    いいさ ふたりがしたいと思うのなら
    I say Hi! 君はグッバイ?
    へそまがりな言叶も 君とのヒトカケラなんだよ
    失くしたりはしない

    会いたくて 会いたくて ココロ风に溶かしながら
    いつだって いつだって 君のそばに仆はいる
    会いたくて 会いたくて ふれ出してしまう想い
    まぶしすぎる君の横颜

    会いたくて 会いたくて 星の数の夜を越えて
    いつだって いつだって 君のそばに仆はいる
    いつかきっと いつかきっと 同じ梦に眠れるように

    仆も君のヒカリになる

    ABC 见えない未来も
    Can't you see? 选びたいよ
    君となら行けるどこまでも

    ABC 君への思いを
    Can't you see? 守りたいよ
    まぶしすぎる君の横颜

    巡り会えた仆の太阳

    中文翻译:
    好想见面 好想见面 数着星星过了一夜
    无论何时 无论何时 你一定是我的光

    陪在你身边
    无论是刮着风的早上 或是冰冷的月夜
    是啊 这是对于没用的我来说能做到的事情了

    在瞬间变换形状的云一样的你
    只想一直注视着(这样的你) 向着明天前行

    含糊的语言 只会让心变得迷茫
    尽情地哭,或是笑吧
    我会继续守护着你

    好想见面 好想见面 数着星星过了一夜
    无论何时 无论何时 你一定是我的光
    好想见面 好想见面 寻找到了我的太阳
    你的侧脸美得炫目

    不能变的很强的时候
    也有时会随口说出伤人的话
    好了啦 想两个人一起啊
    I say Hi! 你说再见?
    偏执的话语 我一点儿也不会对你说
    不想失去你

    好想见面 好想见面 心都融化在了风中的同时
    什么时候 什么时候 我陪在你的身旁
    好想见面 好想见面 这份感情已经溢满
    你的侧脸美得炫目

    好想见面 好想见面 数着星星过了一夜
    什么时候 什么时候 我陪在你的身旁
    总有一刻 总有一刻 希望我们拥有同样的梦

    我也能成为你的光

    ABC 看不到的未来
    Can't you see?我想选择啊
    和你在一起哪里都能去

    ABC 给你的思念
    Can't you see?我想去守护啊
    你那美得炫目的侧脸

    与你相遇 我的太阳
    July 05

    k

    沒有和你說清楚,讓人心煩意亂
    你難過的樣子,一直在腦海裡盤旋
    很想再一次看見,你的笑容。
    April 19

    I'm Alive!

    I'm Alive!

    Becca

    Nothing I say comes out right,
    I cant love without a fight,
    No one ever knows my name,
    When I pray for sun, it rains.
    Im so sick of wasting time,
    But nothings moving in my mind,
    Inspiration cant be found,
    I get up and fall but,

    Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
    Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
    Reaching for heaven.
    I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
    Ill live my life, Im Alive!

    Every lover breaks my heart,
    And I know it from the start,
    Still I end up in a mess,
    Every time I second guess.
    All my friends just run away,
    When Im having a bad day,
    I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

    Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
    Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
    Reaching for heaven.
    I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
    Ill live my life, Im Alive!

    When Im bored to death at home,
    When he wont pick up the phone,
    When Im stuck in second place,
    Those regrets I cant erase.
    Only I can change the end,
    Of the movie in my head,
    Theres no time for misery,
    I wont feel sorry for me.

    Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
    Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
    Reaching for heaven.
    I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
    Ill live my life, ohhhh!

    Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
    Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
    Reaching for heaven.
    I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
    Ill live my life,
    Ill live my life,
    Im Alive!

    April 15

    爱江山更爱美人

    爱江山更爱美人
    曲:小虫
    歌:李丽芬
     
    道不尽红尘舍恋诉不完人间恩怨
    世世代代都是缘留着相同的血
    喝着相同的水这条路漫漫又长远
    红花当然配绿叶这一辈子谁来陪
    渺渺茫茫来又回往日情景再浮现
    藕虽断了丝还连轻叹世间事多变迁
    爱江山更爱美人那个英雄好汉宁愿孤单
    好儿郎浑身是胆壮志豪情四海远名扬
    人生短短几个秋啊不醉不罢休
    东边我的美人哪西边黄河流
    来呀来个酒啊不醉不罢休
    愁情烦事别放心头
     
     
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    March 19

    This One (Crying Like A Child)

    宇多田光 - This One (Crying Like A Child)
    How can I put this
    I.. I.. I..
    I'm an independent woman
    I..
    I've been crying like a child
    I just wanted you to know the person that I am
    More than any other of your fans
    I will love you for a thousand years
    Yours truly

    I ain't gonna play it cool
    Let me tell you I've tried that already
    Everyday and every night
    Your words ring through me
    Who am I trying to fool
    Honey I've been living on my own like Freddie
    But I'm still a woman
    Baby tell me how

    How could I ever love another
    How could you say you don't remember
    God knows I'd give anything
    For just one more night together
    Today I miss you more than ever
    How could you say you don't remember
    This one's for the happiness
    I'll be wishing you forever

    It's just another friday night
    For you and your accessory (lights)
    And there you are before my eyes
    Two hours and for fifteen minutes
    You are here
    I don't wanna scream
    Lest I should tear
    But whisper in the darkness disappear
    Sincerely

    We should get back on the road
    Like Simon and Garfunkel
    Let's get married
    You are all the shelter that
    I need above me
    Who am I trying to fool
    Honey I got your ringtone on my
    Blackberry
    And I won't give a damn
    If only I knew how

    How could I ever love another
    How could you say you don't remember
    God knows I'd give anything
    For just one more night together
    Today I miss you more than ever
    How could you say you don't remember
    This one's for the happiness
    I'll be wishing you forever

    You got me crying like a child
    Ain't no need for me to lie
    A hundred jpeg files
    Filling up my hard drive

    You got me crying like a child
    And the crowd is going wild
    This one
    This is the one
    Come on and give it up

    How could I ever love another
    How could you say you don't remember
    God knows I'd give anything
    For just one more night together
    Today I miss you more than ever
    How could you say you don't remember
    This one's for the happiness
    I'll be wishing you forever

    How could I ever love another
    How could you say you don't remember
    God knows I'd give anything
    For just one more night together
    Today I miss you more than ever
    How could you say you don't remember
    This one's for the happiness
    I'll be wishing you forever

    Merry christmas Mr. Lawrence

    UTADA HIKARU
    I give you my heart
    Hold on, let me sign it
    Your senorita aka your best friend
    Hereby, let it be known
    Love like never before
    I’m always at your service
    You just have to holler at me

    NYC, NYC, woah woah
    Tokyo, Tokyo, woah woah
    Send it off from the streets to the highest
    To the highest, high

    MP3, MP3, players
    Work it out, work it out, hustler
    Oh, my name got him there
    Mmm, mmm, mmm

    You know why
    I’m gonna be yours tonight
    We’re gonna oooh…aaah
    FYI
    We’re gonna be up all night
    I’ll see you later
    Call me, you know my number

    Like Captain Picard
    I'm chilling and flossing
    It's 7 o' clock
    I issue the warning

    That's right, we're stealing the show
    Damn right, letting him know
    We're sipping chardonnay from 2 PM on our working day

    Chinga-ling Chinga-ling
    Chinga-ling Chinga-ling
    Take me down to the fields where the grass is
    Where the glasses lie

    MP3, MP3, players
    Work it out, work it out, hustler
    Oh, my name got him there
    Mmm, mmm, mmm

    You know why
    I’m gonna be yours tonight
    We’re gonna oooh…aaah
    FYI
    We’re gonna be up all night
    I’ll see you later
    Call me, you know my number

    See if I don't need a freak
    No, damn right
    No, I don't want to feel no terror

    If you want a piece of this stuff
    Got to give, got to give something

    You know why
    I’m gonna be yours tonight
    We’re gonna oooh…aaah
    FYI
    We’re gonna be up all night
    I’ll see you later
    Call me, you know my number

    You know why
    I’m gonna be yours tonight
    We’re gonna oooh…aaah
    FYI
    We’re gonna be up all night
    I’ll see you later
    Call me, you know my number
    March 17

    ゼロの調律(just call my name)零~月蝕の仮面

    作词.作曲/天野月子
    编曲/戸仓弘智

    壊れた机械は 梦を见ている

    永远に醒める 时间を奏でて

    あとどれくらいの 夜を纺げば

    あなたを照らす 光になれる

    手を解けないで あなたを追って

    逃げたくなるから

    せめて やさしい

    その温もりに抱かれて 咲かせて

    Just call my name(I wanna be there with you)
    So call my name(I wanna be free so free)
    散り行くひとひらを
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    结んで(I wanna be there with you)ください
    (I wanna be free so free)
    あなたのその腕で
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    私はまだ 私でいられる

    Could you get me out this cipher
    无数に响く 音色の中で

    私の声は ちゃんと闻こえる

    目をそらさないで あなたの想う

    私じゃなくても

    空白から 未来へ缀る调べを 捉えて

    Just call my name(I wanna be there with you)
    So call my name(I wanna be free so free)
    散り行くひとひらを
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    数えて(I wanna be there with you)ください
    (I wanna be free so free)
    あなたのその胸で
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    私はまだ 私でありたい

    Could you get me out this cipher
    (
    间奏
    )
    Just call my name(I wanna be there with you)
    So call my name(I wanna be free so free)
    散り行くひとひらを
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    结んで(I wanna be there with you)ください
    (I wanna be free so free)
    あなたのその腕で
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    Just call my name(I wanna be there with you)
    So call my name(I wanna be free so free)
    この目に焼き付けて
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    沈んで(I wanna be there with you)いきたい
    (I wanna be free so free)
    あなたのその胸へ
    (After a while,I get worn down down down)
    私はまだ 私でいられる

    Could you get me out this cipher

     

    koware ta kikai wa yume o mi te iru
    eien ni same nu toki o kanade te

    ato dore kurai no yoru o tsumuge ba
    anata o terasu hikari ni nareru

    te o toka nai te anata o otte nige taku naru kara semete
    yasashii sono nukumori ni idaka re te sakase te

    Just call my name (I wanna be there with you)
    So call my name (I wanna be free so free)
    chiri yuku hito hi ra o (After a while, I get worn down down down)
    musun de kudasai (I wanna be there with you, I wanna be free so free.)
    anata no sono ude de (After a while, I get worn down down down)
    watashi ha mada watashi de irareru ?
    Could you get me out of this cipher


    musuu ni hibiku neiro no naka de
    watashi no koe ha chanto kikoeru ?

    me o sorasa nai de anata no omou watashi ja naku te mo
    kuuhaku kara mirai he tsuduru shirabe o torae te

    Just call my name
    So call my name
    chiri yuku hito hi ra o
    kazoe te kudasai anata no sono mune de
    watashi ha mada watashi de ari tai
    Could you get me out of this cipher


    Just call my name
    So call my name
    chiri yuku hito hi ra o
    musun de kudasai anata no sono ude de
    Just call my name
    So call my name
    kono me ni yakitsuke te
    shizun de iki tai anata no sono mune he
    watashi ha mada watashi de irareru ?
    Could you get me out of this cipher

    Come Back To Me

    Come Back To Me
    宇多田光
    The rain falls on my windows
    and a coldness runs through my soul
    and the rain falls
    and the rain falls
    I don't want to be alone

    I wish that I could photoshop on our bad memories
    Cuz the flash backs
    oh the flashbacks won't leave me alone
    If you come back to me I'll be all that you need
    baby come back to me
    let me make up for what happened, and

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, for you're one in a million

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, you're one in a million (one in a million)

    On the bayside of Manhatten she goes shopping for new clothes
    And she buys this, and she buys that
    just leave her alone
    I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
    It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
    and she's wiser for it now

    I admit I cheated(admit I cheated)
    Don't know why I did it(why I did it)
    But I do regret it(regret it)
    And nothing I can do or say can change it.

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, for you're one in a million

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, you're one in a million (one in a million)

    Everything I ever did
    heaven knows I'm sorry but
    I was too fantastic
    you were always there for me
    and my curiosity got the better of me
    baby take it easy on me

    Anyhting from A to Z
    tell me what you want to be
    I open my heart to me
    you were my priority
    can't you see you punished me
    more than enough fority
    Baby take it easy on me

    Baby take it easy on me
    baby come back to me, baby come back to me

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, for you're one in a million

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, you're one in a million (one in a million)

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, for you're one in a million

    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, I'll be everything you need
    Come back, baby come back to me
    Come back, you're one in a million (one in a million)

    NA NA NA NA NA NA
     

    BLOG

    不要再问我photo去哪里了
     

    = =|||郁闷

    明明是应该思考设计的东西的时候,
    他娘的脑子里全都是音乐的东西。
    结果该是思考新曲的时候,
    奶奶的脑子里又全是设计的灵感和概念……
     
    这算不算脚踩两条船?
     
    郁闷……
    March 16

    This world......

    ------我们总是在尝试帮助他人,
    但是却不知道我们自己才是最需要帮助的那一个人。
     
    有个男孩生活在一个战乱不断的地方,
    他没有学校可以读,因为他说老师因为没工资都不上班了。
    他说,打架,闹事,抽烟喝酒吸毒,偷窃抢劫……没有他没做过的事
    父母离异,高额的债务……他的世界是一团灾难。
     
    没日没夜的聊,好像害怕一放手就会失去所有的,
    一开始一个孩子对你的倾诉,你会报以同情,
    但过度的骄纵,让人有些无所适从。
     
    当你不再关注他的时候,他开始变得沉默。
    他开始用大量的毒品,麻痹自己。酗酒、抽烟,尽他所能的逃避这个世界……
    终于有一天他说他闯了祸,没有人能救得了他,他说他要离开这个世界了,
    除了死他没有别的选择,与其被别人杀死,还不如自己结束自己的生命,从此没有留念,没有眷恋……
    他写了一封很长很长的信,字里行间是他的绝望和痛苦。
    这个时候,你后悔了,后悔对他半吊子的关心,后悔对他的不负责任,
    后悔给了他希望又将他推向深渊。
     
    在悔恨交织的心情下度过了半年,那个男孩回来了。
    他说他在死神的面前走了一圈
    在朋友的帮助下回来了,他说他看到了死亡,他害怕死亡,
    他还没有勇气面对死亡。当他面临死亡的那一刻,他不再是那个自以为毫不畏惧死亡的他,
    他只是一个无助的人……
    也许正是这样,他认识到了生命的可贵……
     
    他开始戒毒,漫漫的减少吸烟,不再酗酒。
    他开始搬回母亲那里住,他开始打工存钱,
    一切的一切他只想离开那个地狱般的地方。
     
    但当他一次又一次受到不平的待遇,
    一次又一次受到战乱的威胁,
    他觉得这个世界有太多的不公平。
    你告诉他,这个世界本来就是不公平的,
    但正因为我们活着,所以才会有不公平……
    为了活着而活着…………
     
     
    ----你发现你很无助,你很想帮助他,可是你没有能力----
     
     
     
    "what can i do for u?"
    你们的话题总是停留在这一句话上。
    他总是一笑置之,
    有一天当他对你说他如何被当地的警察毒打,
    他如何逃走,如何的对这个地方忍无可忍,
    你无法做些什么,你只能很无奈的用哽咽的声音问他“我能为你做些什么?”
    "take me out of this place"
    “带我离开这个地方”
    沉默的他回答了这个问题……
    …………
    ……………
    ………………
    长长的沉默只透出浓浓的无奈……
    你哭了……
    男孩只是轻轻地笑了,笑得那么悲伤,笑得那么让人心痛。
     
    从那以后,男孩不再提起这个话题。
    你开始沉默了,你害怕问起这个问题……
    又过了一年,
    这一年间你经历了很多,了解了生命的脆弱和反复无常……
    你依然是那么的渺小和无助……
    你依旧关心着男孩,但是你害怕,害怕他告诉你他过得不好。
    男孩总是说,他过得很好。一切都好……
    你安心了……
     
    有一天,
    男孩说他将要参军了,成为一名军人。
    他说他想存钱,离开这个城市。
    终于,你告诉了他你的煎熬和无助,
    男孩笑着安慰了你,仿佛他轻轻地拍了拍你的头,
    抚去了你的忧伤和担心。
    男孩告诉你了很多这一年来他没有告诉你的事……
    你难过的质问他为什么不告诉你那些事。
    他笑着说“你会担心,至少现在事情已经过去,你不会再难过了”
    原来并不是“一切都好”
    原来他看出了你的不安和痛苦……
    原来他都知道你的怯懦……
     
     
     
    -------------原来你什么都做不了,你甚至帮不了你自己--------------
     
     
     
    你告诉了他你的矛盾和痛苦,他笑了笑,
    用仿佛在对自己说话的声音说道:
    “我只是不知道活在这世上,究竟是为了什么……”
    你回答:
    “活着,学着做一个人”
    他说:
    “我只看得到魔鬼和禽兽,这里没有人……我能做的只有看着……疑问着……
    如果真的可以向恶魔出卖自己的灵魂,我想我会这么做,但我仍然渴望自由。”
    “你会没事的。”你告诉他,仿佛想要用这句话说服自己。
    他淡淡地笑了……
    “我看到的,我听到的,我所说的……一切的一切,都卡在一个同样的位置。
    每一个人都习惯这样,我们可以沉默,也可以歌唱,或着互相厮杀,抑或是逃避……
    但是我们任然被火焰燃烧着………………”
     
     
    ---------To Be Continued
     

    叹~

     
    几天前朋友跟我说,你那blog也他娘的该更新了吧。
    我仔细想想,是有这么一个= =|||不过我已经quit这个msn space了
    最近经历了不少,突然很感慨……
    想说写点什么记录一下自己的感觉。又不想再申请那什僗子啥的blog,
    什么校友录啊,fb和myspace都用不惯……哎
    最后还是用回msn space……
    天气还是很闷热,为什么老不下雨……= =|||
     
    周围的分分合合一向都对我没什么影响,
    只是不明白不属于你的,为何老是要强求……
    有时候一条神经想不通,就把自己逼到死胡同里了,
    气也气过了,郁闷也郁闷够了。
    都不知道你气死自己就能happy吗?= =
    回过神来才发现又浪费了大把的时间……
    我老早就说过了,有缘则聚,无缘就散。
    老说我无情无义……压力很大啊(叹)
    受不了……
     
    从前有人说过,只要叹气,幸福就会从你手中溜走。
    这句话也许不只是字面上的涵义。
    当你发现勉强得不到幸福的时候就会明白。
    缘分就是在对的时间遇到对的人,要是在对的时间遇到不对的人,或者是在错的时间遇到对的人那就是孽缘= =|||
    放手然后大笑三声,也许比叹气郁闷容易得到幸福……
    何必搞得要死要活,合不合适谁说了算?人家13岁都他娘的能搞出个孩子来,何况是老牛吃嫩草= =
     
     
    小时候总觉得,有什么可以影响一个人的心情?觉得开心就什么都不怕了
    现在想想,原来很多事情真的是难以解释
    不过我知道人一旦钻进了那个牛角尖就很难出来= =,除非谁能在做错事的时候打醒自己……
     
    人的欲望又大又怪,有了欲望就有了枷锁。
    居然有女人为了男人连命都不要;有人为了虚荣嘴硬到喂她吃屎都说是香的;
    一边受人虐待,一边说自己幸福……这样就是幸福?
    穷不就是穷了吗,说啥有钱何必要把自己打成猪头,再说自己吃得很好?= =|||不理解……
    bf没钱就拿人跟别的有钱人比,你咋不跟bill gates比?有钱就能带进棺材里?=____=?
    有钱就能不死?= =|||bf长得不好就不好呗,不喜欢就别他娘的跟人家在一起,跟人在一起就别嫌七嫌八= =
    就你能嫌弃人,他不能嫌弃你?你一个成天不干事,不读书的老女人,老是自我感觉良好,以为自己有多美…………
    50年后不也就是一块老皮……= =|||不知道你个文化程度连国中生都不如的女人,有啥好得意的……
    真是受不了……
    有男人为了逃避责任可以沙猪到人神共愤;死鸭子嘴硬,你他娘的结婚了就他妈的收敛一点
    自己在外面乱搞还不让老婆寻找第二春。的确,一夫一妻是人订的,你没必要学,那一妻多夫也不是不可以
    凭啥就他娘叫女人呆在家里给你生儿育女,有本事自己生去……一个男人连个基本担当都没有,气量那么小,
    活该被女人气死……
    这个世界有整形的;有变性的;有变态的;当然也有神经病的……
    有脑袋里除了屎就装不下别的东西的;有贱到你想像蟑螂一样把她踩扁的;有吃饱撑的……
    后来想想,真是能做到空的人,不就是无欲无求了吗?那的确是一种很极端的做法
    无欲了就无痛苦了,啥都不求,有什么好郁闷的= =
    但是反过来又问自己,要无欲无求那还做人干嘛?……
    活着等死……跟活死人有什么不同……
    参透了个中奥妙,也要知道是对还是错
    何况规矩是人订的,对错是非又有谁能判断……
     
    (叹~)
    July 26

    さぁ / SURFACE

    さぁ / SURFACE

    "nandemo jibun de dekiru"tte
    tsuyogaru dake tsuyogatte mo ne
    kimi ga inakya nan mo dekinai shi
    konna chippoke na heya ga ima ja
    chotto dake hiroku mieru yo
    reizouko akerya
    nan mo aryashinai ya

    Saa sui konde kure
    boku no sabishisa
    kodoku o zenbu kimi ga
    Saa kami kudaite kure
    kudaran koto nayami sugiru
    boku no warui Kuse o

    Saa waratte kure
    mujakina kao de
    mata boku o cha kasu you ni
    Saa uketotte kure
    kono tsurasa o
    Saa wake aimashou? Saa

    karada ga Gishi Gishi itai yo
    saikin otsukare Moodo ne
    kimi ga inaku natta dekena no ni

    tame ni iki bakari fueru yo
    chotto tsuyoi kusuri o choudai
    shimeppai futon ja nemure yashinai ya

    Saa sui konde kure
    boku no kokoro mo
    karada mo sou nani mo kamo
    Saa kami kudaite kure
    kudaran iji haranu you ni
    mouichido kimi ga

    Saa waratte kure
    Dame na yattu to
    "hanarete kidzukunante osoi" to
    Saa uketotte kure
    yappari kimi ni "sayonara" dekinai

    nani mo kamo umaku ikainai
    nandaoka kara mawari bakari de
    kimi ja nakya daiji na mono mo
    zenzen mitsu ka rya shinai ya

    Saa sui konde kure
    boku no sabishisa
    kodoku o zenbu kimi ga
    Saa kami kudaite kure
    kudaran koto nayami sugiru
    boku no warui Kuse o

    Saa waratte kure
    Dame na yattu to
    "hanarete kidzukunante osoi" to
    Saa uketotte kure
    yappari kimi ga dare yori suki dakara
    "sayonara" dekinai


    作詞;椎名慶治 作曲:椎名慶治、永谷喬夫 編曲:SURFACE



    「何でも自分で出来る」って

    強がるだけ強がってもね
    君が居なきゃなんもできないし

    こんなちっぽけな部屋が今じゃ
    ちょっとだけ広く見えるよ
    冷蔵庫開けりゃ

    なんもありゃしないや

    さぁ 吸いこんでくれ

    僕の寂しさ 孤独を全部君が
    さぁ 噛み砕いてくれ

    くだらん事悩みすぎる
    僕の悪いクセを
    さぁ 笑ってくれ 無邪気な顔で

    また僕を茶化すように

    さぁ 受け取ってくれ この辛さを

    さぁ分けあいましょう?
    さぁ!!


    体がギシギシ痛いよ
    最近お疲れモードね

    君が居なくなっただけなのに
    溜め息ばかりが増えるよ

    ちょっと強い薬をちょうだい
    湿っぽい布団じゃ
    眠れやしないや


    さぁ 吸いこんでくれ

    僕の心も 体もそう何もかも
    さぁ 噛み砕いてくれ

    くだらん意地張らぬように
    もう一度君が
    さぁ 笑ってくれ
    ダメな奴と

    「離れて気付くなんて遅い」と
    さぁ 受け取ってくれ

    やっぱり君に「さよなら」出来ない

    何もかもがうまくいかない

    なんだか空回りばかりで

    君じゃなきゃ大事な物も

    全然見つかりゃしないや


    さぁ 吸いこんでくれ
    僕の寂しさ 孤独を全部君が

    さぁ 噛み砕いてくれ

    くだらん事悩みすぎる
    僕の悪いクセを

    さぁ 笑ってくれ ダメな奴と
    「離れて気付くなんて遅い」と

    さぁ 受け取ってくれ

    やっぱり君が誰より好きだから

    「さよなら」出来ない  

    Reset-Hirahara Ayaka

     作詞: TAK/BABY
    作曲: JUN

    散りゆく花びらが 街を彩るけど
    さいごの時なのと 風が教えてくれた
    季節は廻るから 心配はいらないと
    あのとき横切った 月が照らしてくれた

    いつも同じ涙ばかり 流し続ける
    失くさなければ 気づかないから

    ただひとつ 願いが かなうのなら
    昨日の自分に「さようなら」
    変わらない想いがあるのならば
    いつか桜の下で

    あの日の約束が 色褪せないように
    指でなぞってみる 朝のまばゆい光

    ひとつとして同じときは 訪れないから
    もう迷わずに 先へ進むの

    大切な 祈りが 届くように
    今日も歌い続けてゆく
    探してた 答えは きっとあると
    そっと教えてくれる

    ただひとつ 願いが かなうのなら
    時を超えて届けたい
    変わらない想いがあるのならば
    いつか桜の下で

    大切な 祈りが 届くように
    今日も歌い続けてゆく
    探してた 答えは ここにあると
    そっと教えてくれた

    悲しみをResetして

    Reset
    Lyrics: TAK/BABY / Music: JUN
    Romaji by: cori

    chiriyuku hanabira ga  machi wo irodoru kedo
    saigo no toki na no to  kaze ga oshiete kureta
    kisetsu wa meguru kara  shinpai wa iranai to
    ano toki yokogitta  tsuki ga terashite kureta

    itsumo onaji namida bakari  nagashitsudzukeru
    nakusanakereba  kidzukanai kara

    tada hitotsu  negai ga  kanau no nara
    kinou no jibun ni "sayounara"
    kawaranai omoi ga aru no naraba
    itsuka sakura no shita de

    ano hi no yakusoku ga  iroasenai you ni
    yubi de nazotte miru  asa no mabayui hikari

    hitotsu to shite onaji toki wa  otozurenai kara
    mou mayowazu ni  saki e susumu no

    taisetsu na  inori ga  todoku you ni
    kyou mo utaitsudzukete yuku
    sagashiteta  kotae wa  kitto aru to
    sotto oshiete kureru

    tada hitotsu  negai ga  kanau no nara
    toki wo koete todoketai
    kawaranai omoi ga aru no naraba
    itsuka sakura no shita de

    taisetsu na  inori ga  todoku you ni
    kyou mo utaitsudzukete yuku
    sagashiteta  kotae wa  koko ni aru to
    sotto oshiete kureta

    kanashimi wo Reset shite

    散落的花瓣,妆点着浮世 
    最后的时刻,清风也吟诉
     
    四季亘古轮回,已无须心杞
     
    横越时空,犹记得那时月色
     
    情又难抑,泪眼再续
     
    不失去,又怎懂珍惜
     

    倘只有一梦得圆
     
    愿与己今昔话别
     
    若思念再难磨灭
     
    樱树下,何日再约
     

    那天的约定,似已渐褪色
     
    用手指描绘,朝阳的耀眼
     
    他年此日,不再回首
     
    不迷茫,已阔步前行
     

    愿传达珍重祈愿
     
    至今仍为你吟唱
     
    寻寻觅觅终有报
     
    那时请,令我知晓
     

    倘只有一梦得圆
     
    愿穿越时空相告
     
    若思念再难磨灭
     
    樱树下,何日再约
     

    愿传达珍重祈愿
     
    至今仍为你吟唱
     
    寻寻觅觅终有报
     
    那时请,令我知晓
     
    让我把,伤悲泯消
     
    June 03

    THIS LOVE

    This Love

    Lyrics: Angela Aki Music: Angela Aki

    “Ai ga areba heiwa da” to
    Dareka ga kuchi ni shiteita
    Unazuku hito mo ireba, utagau hito mo iru

    Kurushimi ga aru kara koso
    Anata wo dakishimeru toki
    Sono ude no yasashi sa wo
    Heiwa to kanjiru no deshou

    Aru toki kara mukuchi ni nari kokoro wo shimekiri
    Kono koi ga hikisakare sou ni natta

    *Kasaneta kono te wo
    Kondo wa hanasa nai
    Shinjiru chikara ga
    Ai wo jiyuu ni suru

    Yuujou ni sukuwaretari,
    Mirai wo souzou shitari
    Shiawase wa mieru keredo
    Jibun wo miru koto wa nai

    Yakusoku to iu watashi-tachi no KONPASU dakedewa
    Kono koi wa hougaku wo miushinau no

    **Kiseki wo matsu yori
    Kono te wo tsunagitai
    Shinjiru chikara ga
    Watashi wo jiyuu ni suru

    Kono koi wo osorezu ni
    You don’t have to fear this love,this love

    *Repeat
    **Repeat

    This Love

    Lyrics: Angela Aki Translation: Jonathan Wu

    I heard someone say
    “If there is love, there’s peace”
    and one may agree with that, or not

    Whenever I was in pain
    you’d hold me closely
    And it was in the warmth of those
    arms that I felt peace

    But then I you stopped talking to you and closed
    off my heart, this love was torn apart

    *This time I don’t
    let go off my heart
    Because the power of belief
    will set love free

    When you helped me as a friend
    I imagined our future together
    And though I saw happiness in store for us
    I did’t see my own issues

    Though our we said our promises would be our compass
    we lost sight of the direction this love was going in

    **Instead of waiting for a miracle
    I want you to hold onto my hand
    Because the power of belief
    will set me free

    You don’t have to fear this love
    You don’t have to fear this love,this love

    *Repeat
    **Repeat

     我们都没错,错的是命运太了解我们……

    我们都错了,错的是我们太不了解命运……

    May 13

    Leave out all the rest

    Linkin Park
    I dreamed I was missing
    You were so scared.
    But no one would listen
    Cuz' no one else cared.

    After my dreaming
    I woke with this fear.
    What am I leaveing,
    When I am done here?

    So if you're asking me I want you to know...

    When my time comes
    Forget the wrong that i've done
    Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
    And don't resent me
    And when you're feeling empty
    Keep me in your memory
    Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

    Don't be afraid
    Of taking my beatings
    Of shit behind me.

    I'm strong on the surface
    Not all the way through.
    I've never been perfect
    But neither have you.


    So if you're asking me I want you to know...

    When my time comes
    Forget the wrong that i've done
    Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
    And don't resent me
    And when you're feeling empty
    Keep me in your memory
    Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

    Forgetting
    All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
    Pretending
    Someone else can come and save me from myself.
    I can't be who you are...

    When my time comes
    Forget the wrong that i've done
    Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
    And don't resent me
    And when you're feeling empty
    Keep me in your memory
    Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

    Forgetting
    All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
    Pretending
    Someone else can come and save me from myself.
    I can't be who you are.
    I can't be who you are.
    May 02

    she will be loved

    Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
    Beauty queen of only eighteen
    She had some trouble with herself
    He was always there to help her
    She always belonged to someone else

    I drove for miles and miles
    And wound up at your door
    I’ve had you so many times but somehow
    I want more

    I don’t mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain
    Look for the girl with the broken smile
    Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
    And she will be loved
    She will be loved

    Tap on my window knock on my door
    I want to make you feel beautiful
    I know I tend to get insecure
    It doesn’t matter anymore

    It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
    It’s compromise that moves us along
    My heart is full and my door’s always open
    You can come anytime you want

    I don’t mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain
    Look for the girl with the broken smile
    Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
    And she will be loved
    She will be loved

    I know where you hide
    Alone in your car
    Know all of the things that make you who you are
    I know that goodbye means nothing at all
    Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls